I just heard something today and it was traumatic. I could not help myself but my blood was boiling from bottom to top. I could feel my head burning and pressured from inside. So nauseated that I felt so many angry words choking in my throat. My lips were praising, but my heart was covered with bitter frustration. My ears were hearing the Words, but my head was filled with questions, "is it worth it?" I just cannot say it for I am so ashamed to even talk about it. I fell like I got stabbed from behind. I fell like I am like a filthy trash. I not even worth it to breath anymore.
My fake smiles. My fake goofiness. My fake happiness.
How can I see them the same way I used to see? How can I treat them the same way I used to do? It's disgusting. It smells like rotten flesh.
On Gchat
Grace: you lost poongjin?
Sent at 6:51 PM on Wednesday
me: he came back home next day
Grace: oh snap
did he tell you where he went?
Sent at 6:54 PM on Wednesday
me: eh....
he doesn't speak krn or english
he is a dog
Sent at 6:56 PM on Wednesday
July 2nd - About Gospel
"어떻게 하면 날 쓰시나?"
- Gotta receive the blood of Abraham & David (represents the blood of Christ)
[하나님의 말씀을 붙들고 기도하라!] How should I translate that? Any suggestion?
Romans 1:1~3
- Paul was called for the GOSPEL
- What is Gospel?
* 하나님의 아들에 관하여 선지자들을 통하여 약속한 것들.
예언 (맡길 예, 말씀 언)
Prophecy - What God has given to us in words. (Not just predicting futures.)
Acts 28:23~31
복음: 예수의 일: 하나님 나라, 모세의 율법, 그리고 선지자들의 말.
Gospel: About Jesus: the kingdom of God, the Law of Moses, and words from the Prophets.
Matt 10:7~8
복음: "The kingdom of God is near!"
"거저 받았으니 거저 주어라!"
"Freely you have received, freely give!"
Matt 12:28
"But if I drive out demons by the Spirit of God, then the kingdom of God has come upon you."
호사다마: 좋은 일에 나쁜 것들이 많이 낀다.
Matt 1:21 "Jesus - who will save His ppl from their sins."
Matt 1:23 "Immanuel - God with us"
Matt 28:20 "...Surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age."
Exo 29:45~46 "God brought us out of Egypt - sinful life"
교회를 오래 다니니 지식은 많아지되 믿음이 작아진다. - 냄비의 비유
은혜: 나를 버리지 않으심
Matt 16:16 - Peter said, "You are the Christ, the Son of living God!"
이 신앙고백 위에 세워진 것: Ekklesia, 교회 = 나!!
(I guess that is the one difference btwn us and Roman Catholics.
we believe that the church is built upon Peter's confession of faith.
they believe that the church is built upon Peter. -___-;; )
바울처럼 나도 주님의 복음을 위해 선택되어 흩어진 자. Diaspora.
- Gotta receive the blood of Abraham & David (represents the blood of Christ)
[하나님의 말씀을 붙들고 기도하라!] How should I translate that? Any suggestion?
Romans 1:1~3
- Paul was called for the GOSPEL
- What is Gospel?
* 하나님의 아들에 관하여 선지자들을 통하여 약속한 것들.
예언 (맡길 예, 말씀 언)
Prophecy - What God has given to us in words. (Not just predicting futures.)
Acts 28:23~31
복음: 예수의 일: 하나님 나라, 모세의 율법, 그리고 선지자들의 말.
Gospel: About Jesus: the kingdom of God, the Law of Moses, and words from the Prophets.
Matt 10:7~8
복음: "The kingdom of God is near!"
"거저 받았으니 거저 주어라!"
"Freely you have received, freely give!"
Matt 12:28
"But if I drive out demons by the Spirit of God, then the kingdom of God has come upon you."
호사다마: 좋은 일에 나쁜 것들이 많이 낀다.
Matt 1:21 "Jesus - who will save His ppl from their sins."
Matt 1:23 "Immanuel - God with us"
Matt 28:20 "...Surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age."
Exo 29:45~46 "God brought us out of Egypt - sinful life"
교회를 오래 다니니 지식은 많아지되 믿음이 작아진다. - 냄비의 비유
은혜: 나를 버리지 않으심
Matt 16:16 - Peter said, "You are the Christ, the Son of living God!"
이 신앙고백 위에 세워진 것: Ekklesia, 교회 = 나!!
(I guess that is the one difference btwn us and Roman Catholics.
we believe that the church is built upon Peter's confession of faith.
they believe that the church is built upon Peter. -___-;; )
바울처럼 나도 주님의 복음을 위해 선택되어 흩어진 자. Diaspora.
July 1st - Purpose of Creation
My church is having a 기도모임 every weekday nights on July.
Then, pastor John decided to preach about the gospel every day.
So here it goes....
Celebrities eats the spirit of man (world).
But Christians eats the spirit of God.
Genesis 1:26~28 -> God's blessing on Adam
생육하라 Be fruitful
번성하라 multiply
충만하라 fill the earth
정복하라 and subdue it.
다스리라 -> 권세! Rule over the creations.
BP - Because they could not rule over the one little pipe, they caused catastrophic disaster.
Same with us. Because we cannot rule over our tiny sin(s), it causes disasters in our life.
Gen 9:1~2 (Noah)
Gen 12:1~3 (Abraham) 복의 근원
Gen 26:4 (Issac)
Gen 35:11~12 (Jacob)
Isa 60:22 (To Israelite)
Matt 1:1
David represents KINGSHIP
Abraham represents SONSHIP
This is Heilsgeschichte
Then, pastor John decided to preach about the gospel every day.
So here it goes....
Celebrities eats the spirit of man (world).
But Christians eats the spirit of God.
Genesis 1:26~28 -> God's blessing on Adam
생육하라 Be fruitful
번성하라 multiply
충만하라 fill the earth
정복하라 and subdue it.
다스리라 -> 권세! Rule over the creations.
BP - Because they could not rule over the one little pipe, they caused catastrophic disaster.
Same with us. Because we cannot rule over our tiny sin(s), it causes disasters in our life.
Gen 9:1~2 (Noah)
Gen 12:1~3 (Abraham) 복의 근원
Gen 26:4 (Issac)
Gen 35:11~12 (Jacob)
Isa 60:22 (To Israelite)
Matt 1:1
David represents KINGSHIP
Abraham represents SONSHIP
This is Heilsgeschichte
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