After two days of fasting, many things came into my mind:
1. The Holy Spirit is somewhere in me, but not where He should be.
2. I got strayed for a LONG time. Like....almost four years.
3. I'm not smart. But I got no other gift.
4. I'm very worldly, in a way that i never saw the world with purely God's perspective.
5. I lost my first love in every way.
6. Career choice is not as important as my lifestyle to devote my life to God for His Kingdom.
7. I don't need special skills to be able to support me and my (future) family, for God will.
8. There's no better job to serve God.
9. I can't study for a long time. I need at least 2.5 days of fun in a week.
10. I'm nothing without God. His love is only thing I need.
11. I like girls. I'm not gay. I'm not celibate
12. Not that I'm not ready to be in relationship, but I got too many things in my hand at the moment.
13. Actually...I'm not ready because I'm not who I want to be to her.
14. I actually enjoy teaching.
15. I've been wondering, "why did I not switch earlier?"
16. Answer: "I was an idiot."
17. Correction: "I am an idiot."
Extra: I just found out that I have a twin nieces and they are ninth grade! Crazy...
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